how true is it.. when ppl says that when one is gone, one star will drop from the sky.. its not true.. at all... cos b4 night befalls, b4 stars comes out.. she was gone.. gone once and for all... to a place.... i know where... but the rest don't... she was gone.... no more goodbyes... no more smiles... just gone... even b4 i came.. even b4 i reached, without notice, without warning... was shocked, overwhelmed, sad, upset, n wad? to know that she has alr goone..
always, i came with a smile n softly addressed her "ah po" and she would smile back too,
that day i cried out in tears as i kneeled all the way in to her deathbed. she dint smile. she just laid there. cold n stiff.
always, she will scream for us to go to bed, to go n bath
now, no more.
always, i will wave goodbye at the gates... she will smile and say Bye Bye
that day, i wanted to wave to her, but there's no her.
ah po, i miss u
how empty is the house without u.
how different is the place without u.
how is the world now without u.
i m shocked, so shock, still in shock
can this not happen?
its too sudden
no one has literally left me for such a long time.
left... as in really leave...
this hurts... a lot
dancing all night long _ *
6:17 AM
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